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Posted 1/6/2007 11:57 AM (GMT 0)
I am doing this in blue ink as I feel blue already even though she is still here for a couple more hours

I am so used to having her here and I know cait is too

It has felt RIGHT from the beginning once initial nervousness ( lasted a whole 2 secs lol) was over and we just became Family immediately

Lil one has been here for me thru the IV's sores flushing IV' and wrapping you name it she has done it putting her fears /phobias aside for me

She has been here for cait giving her sisterly advice and sound advice ...a Mentor for Cait as well as a Big Sis

WE have had fun just laying in bed talking about things or me hearing her and Cait laugh like crazy they are so much alike..........Cha  too   ha ga na ......lol inside joke

Cait was trying to tell us her friend was in Chatanooga( sp) I had told her months ago I felt she came from my loins I feel that even more now than ever

There is just something that she brings out in myself and cait and it is gonna be hard to see her go

I know I will break and so will Cait and I am thinking so will she just as badly

I am wishing her the safest of trips home and hoping she will come back soon ( next week lol) and see us or we shall go there to her next time

I really have had the best 9 days even with the sores and pain

Her laughter is contagious and you cannot help but love her

She is the " REAL DEAL" ....

What you see is what you get and I love every bit of her she is gonna be sorely missed by Cait and I ..........

  yeah Know this can happen w/o fear for you as well the ppl are great on here and friends made

I see it all the time

**Lil one I love you dearly you have filled  a void in my heart ( although I will always miss Courtney as you know ) and I have now finally found out what it is like to have 2 daughters

OIVEY...........lol

Be good to yourself and each other all

Loves

Lyn

ANYTHING is POSSIBLE..............

Posted 1/6/2007 12:55 PM (GMT 0)
It has been a great 9 days but the time was far to short...I hate to be leaving as it has been a blast and I really felt "at home" for the first time in years...I miss having a sibling to pick on and a mom who gives a darn.  I will miss the slumber parties and the heart to hearts...I will surely be back as its good for the soul... You are great peeps Lyn and Cait... Where there is a will there is a way...

All remember that you can over come anything with time and dedication...Take the word CAN'T out of your vocabularies...I am not saying it will be easy but it can be done...

Posted 1/6/2007 3:28 PM (GMT 0)
You have been gone about 28 min.....
Miss you already ..
You are in our hearts
Love Mom n sis
gotta go for IV meds now
later
Posted 1/6/2007 8:47 PM (GMT 0)
Dear Lyn,
I am so happy that you and Cait have a new family member! smile
At least you can stay in touch and see each other on occassion! You take care of yourself and know that we're here for you!
HUGS!
janet
Posted 1/6/2007 9:01 PM (GMT 0)
you got that right janet...we will keep in touch and we will visit each other...Next time we will get Lyn to the states lol
Posted 1/6/2007 9:28 PM (GMT 0)
Michelle,
I'm happy for you and Lyn and Cait! It's wonderful! smile
janet
Posted 1/7/2007 11:32 AM (GMT 0)
Can I join the family? hehehehehe

LOL
I know, I'm silly... I'm SO glad you all have eachother .. Michelle, Cait, and Lyn.... can you add a Stacey? hehehehehe

Chelle- you gotta take me to the MoA someday seriously...
I think I might have fun despite ALL the panic I'd feel
hehe

Twiggygal~
Posted 1/7/2007 3:29 PM (GMT 0)
Yes Twiggy you can join ya know I love ya and all the rest of yous
it is great when you finally meet and have that CONNECTION
Love
Lyn
Posted 1/7/2007 4:53 PM (GMT 0)
ok someone here mentioned living in chatanooga? may i ask which one that is? i live in dayton which is like 45mins. from chattanooga, tn.

never realized there was someone on here that close to home
Posted 1/7/2007 4:53 PM (GMT 0)
Yes twiggy we can use more family members hehe
The connection when meeting is great and it puts you at a different mind set to deal with anxiety
Posted 1/8/2007 10:59 AM (GMT 0)
Thats a big 10 4 lol
it was alot easier for me to deal with things and Lil one dealt with quite a lot be lieve me between shopping and HOSPITALS.....DOCTORS and having to hold arm for bllod lol .....IV's going in you name it and
DRUG FREE
Way to go
Luvs to all
you lil one always
Mom /Lyn
Posted 1/8/2007 11:11 AM (GMT 0)
I did do alot this week that I would normally have not done or even considered doing...It is a great help to have someone with you to atleast acknowledge the way you are feeling/reacting...
Posted 1/8/2007 11:16 AM (GMT 0)
thats cuz we read each other like an open book
Luvs ya
Can you say OCD.....roflmbo
Posted 1/8/2007 11:23 AM (GMT 0)
OCD as in NO DIRTY DISHES?? See what you have done to me hehe I even cleaned the sink when I was done with dishes...Now the rest of my apt is urking me...I found needles from the tree in the door way when I came in and had to fight the compulsion to dig out the vaccuum
Posted 1/8/2007 12:48 PM (GMT 0)
Do not fight it hun GO with it
I knew if you stayed here for so long my OCD would rub off lol
Luvs ya
Laughing with not at .......
Mom
Posted 1/8/2007 12:52 PM (GMT 0)
I am so glad that the two of you had such a good time. I have found over the years that there is nothing like the love and support of special friends. What a Blessing it is that you two have found each other.
Posted 1/8/2007 12:56 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks Dillon it has been special since we met on here
Finally meeting in person was the best although I had to have IV put in and was sick was still able to do alot of things
Cait sure has a big sister that is a great role model and Mentor
I have a young woman I am proud to call my older daughter
It is a blessing for sure
You take care please
Luvs
Lyn
Posted 1/8/2007 1:33 PM (GMT 0)
Thanx dillon I appreciate all the support you have given me.
Lyn,
Yep it rubbed off couldnt leave the house till sink was empty!
Posted 1/8/2007 1:45 PM (GMT 0)
Roflmbo almost if I could I would lol
So glad I could be of assisstance
Paul will love me ha ha ha ha
Mom out
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