*sigh*
for the past week i have been having paniack attacks at night when i WAKE UP!
i will fall asleep and wake up 1 hr later at 3am or so and it feels like im choking on something and i cant breathe. i get up and go outside to breathe.
i have chest pain when i lay down in bed. so i start thinking im having a heart attack or something.
i dont know why thi is all a sudden happening again :(
is there any way so i can fall asleep peacefully and NOT wake up and thinking im dieing???? other then medicine.
my counserler cancled on me for some reason and now i cant see him intill may 20th!!!
i feel crapty and drained of life.