Hi Akipuppy,
My deepest condolences for the loss of your husband.
i haven't met you before, I'm liquid, i live in Australia, suffer depression/anxiety/agoraphobia/recovering alcoholic/drug user,
As Kitt said we are here for you and we do care, so feel free to ask for a freindly shoulder at ant time, i'm always here.
Hope to hear from you soon. Take care.
((((((((HUGS)))))))) to all