My Story of THE Bottle I Lived IN........Part 3 .

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Nanners
I count each BLESSING daily now I use to take alot for granted but you are so right I have alot to be thankful for
My Cait is my world she is the best thing I could have ever gotten from HIM...........

Cait inspires me so much as she is so empathetic and so into her education and has her life planned right out
Wants to be a High School English Teacher ..........
You are so spot on as well I have gotten thru so much with HIM at my side

I have to say that Lil sis has gotten me thru many a trial this last yr
One I am fighting a battle I HAVE to win
So have so may on here like you.......Wen........ and and other HW family members

I do hope you dont end up sick and in a flare my friend
it is hard I know to not go there when you are worried about your children or your health
Please know I am thinking about you sweet friend

God Bless
LYN

Thanks Guys!!!! You know everybody, I think my honeybug and I just had to go thru all our trials in order to get to where we are today. He always says everything happens for a reason, and I have to agree. He truly is my world and if you saw this big tough guy when I get sick you would have to just love him too. He is so tender and gentle with me. Anybody try to mess with him and they will have to deal with this little skinny anxious Crohnie, thats for sure. Although it will probably be him protecting me more than the other way around:) And he sure puts my kids in there place when they upset me thats for sure. I couldn't love him more. And I am so proud of the fine man he has become. I just wish his folks could have lived to see the difference in him, but I am sure they are in Heaven smiling down with pride.

And I surely do love Healingwell and all of you! (((BIG HUGS)))

Big Sis, you must be confused as it is I that is so lucky and blessed to have you in my life. You have taken me under your wing since that first day and look how far we have come.  I feel like you are blood relation to me and geez as I come from French Canadains perhaps we are. 

I am so proud of you for letting Cait go and giving her some time to visit but I believe in this trip her heart was left behind with you.  I know she is very sensitive to you and your needs and yet she is doing what you wanted her to do, take the trip and then come home and from there you will be as one.  Mother and daughter together can beat all odds.

You have raised her well, you have givien her love and you have allowed her to grow into the fine young woman she is.  She has your strength and your heart of gold.  She will always do well.

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Nanners my friend
I am so
HAPPY for you and
YES his parents are looking down on him with PRIDE

God Bless
Luvs
LYN

My sweet gail

WE have the same God for sure as mine is awesome too and HE and all of you are getting me thru this
I know Cait will need to talk for sure and she will hop online
She loves Sniper to pieces ( dont we all lol)

She is so strong but I worry as well she has lost so many in her young life already
The op is going to be fine I will get thru it
This way I dont have the chemo and radiation all the time ya know

Thanks for being here my friend
YES I wish you and others could come for a cuppa right now
I sure would love that

God Bless my sweet friend

Luvs
LYN

I have to very honest this am
I was "just thinking" a couple of days ago about having a drink

I then realized I would have let myself and so many others down

I in all honesty could not do that

This bloody monster does come back to try n sway you
KICK IT TO CURB
Cal someone you can talk to
that KNOWS what hades you are going thru

I made it ..........you all will too ............................Luvs...........LYN

What a story... It makes me glad to see people who quit and mean it...

I've seen so many people "I'm going to quit..." "I've quit"..... Been lied to and stabbed in the back so many times, that I can sometimes become pessimistic about others...

In the future, I will try to avoid the pessimism...

Justbreath,

I'm a recovering alcoholic and the day after a relapse made me want to curl up and cry. In fact that's exactly what I did. Yes, I would feel physically nauseous, have terrible shakes and the worst anxiety. That is why so often I would pick the bottle up again. To stop that "unliveable with" anxiety.

Even worse was the paranoia, the regret, what I refer to as "the horrors". It could take me a full ten days to get over a "binge", where it was hard to keep down anything, stop shaking and keep my anxiety in a realistic area. It was sheer

So very, very happy that you kicked it. You are one tough and brave soul. My hat is off to you.

Meg

Big S.I.S.

So honoured to have you as my Canuck sponser! Lol. What is it about the condensation on beer? Wierd. I think it's subliminal..

On we fight. One day at a time.

Love,

lil s.i.s.

Yes my wise S.I.S, one foot in front of the other..be it in a stilletto, a boot, or an ugh boot. Do you get ugh boots over there? Ugly dang things but very warm. I wear them to AA and give everyone the giggles..you have to have a good laugh at yourself at times..and those halls can get draughty!!

lil s.i.s.

THanks Marie Claire

I know this means alot to me
It is not hard when you have been w/o it for as long as I have BUT
YOU still have to stay on yer toes ya know

It was literally "QUIT" or Die

I chose to live...............Luvs
LYN