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Posted 6/18/2008 12:46 PM (GMT 0)
Good Morning All,

Lyn is reading the forums so she is with us. She has a lot of pain from her fibro and her Pyoderma Gangrenosum. She also has some family business she is dealing with so today she will have to be gone to an appointment.

Just wanted you all to know she is hanging in and will post a bit here and there.

Thanks all
Kitt
Posted 6/18/2008 1:12 PM (GMT 0)
Hey lil sis
I had a few minutes so I thought I would post and let you know I thank you from my heart
YOU are the bestest and I love ya tons .............


I keep in contact with Kitt all so she does know what is going on.......

Probate court today
family is slowly killing me with their selfishness..........


2 mths ago yesterday dad passed.

Problems .......with Cait.....Howie

Sicknes and you name it BUT

I DO think of you each daily and I want to say I am so glad to be part of your LIVES............

THanks lil sis
Will let you know how I make out today lol.....
NO i wont do what I said I would ................roflmbo
It really felt great to talk to you
'I had my few minutes of tears but I so appreciate you and what you are to me ..............
and all the others here
YOU know that sis

Love/Luvs

Big sis
Posted 6/18/2008 1:21 PM (GMT 0)
Lyn,
I'm glad to see you back and feeling a little better. I will continue to keep you in my prayers.
Posted 6/18/2008 6:44 PM (GMT 0)
(((((((((((((((LYN))))))))))))))))))))))))

I'm putting my arms around you and sending lots of huggles your way.
Posted 6/18/2008 9:11 PM (GMT 0)
Lyn,

Bless you, sweet friend.

percycat
Posted 6/19/2008 1:12 AM (GMT 0)
Lyn, I'm so sorry to hear about your Dad.
Hang in there Sweetheart and keep the faith!



Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.



God Bless,

Mary

xo
Posted 6/27/2008 3:00 PM (GMT 0)
HI all
This has really been a rough week or more for me
I have just gone thru dad's second mth anni of his death and Cait went thru a big meltdown as well

I have broken up completely with Howie I cannot live like strangers anymore I am so lonely

My 34 yr old son sprung it on me just a couple of days ago he is leaving for Alberta..( left at 3:30 ) this am and my GK"S will be with the DIL from Hades..........
An hour plus away from me .
I will not get to see them at all due to the fact I will not let her have what she wants from me and that is my pain meds ..........
They came last night and again I have been crying for days
Over many things
I feel I am not able to be helping others.......... or that I am no helping others

I am going to miss my son and GK's for sure I was so broken and I still am
So is Cait and that scares to really bad ........
yes she is very intellectual but
peer pressure is a big thing these days as we all know
'
What do you do when this happens ya know
Carry on and wear that "mask"

"There's a smile upon my face ............it's only there trying to fool the public
but when it comes down to fooling you
Now honey thats's quite a different subject
Dont let those glad experessions.......... give you the wrong impressions
I am SAD and I am hurting so bad ......

" Tears of A Clown" when there's no one around


I am so use the that "mask" when it comes to my family and my feelings anymore
Sick myself but I will get thru it
Jen ( DIL) and I did nto exchange one word.
I had to pay the gas for them to bring GK's for me to say goodbye..........

THats really bothered me as well
NOT the money thing but basically having to PAY to see them ya know.

After they left.......and I told Cat go to her friends for the night

I got my hot milk and I went up to bed and laid curled up in a fetal position just bawaling my face off

I KNOW there are so many others right now worse off then I and I am just needing to get this off my chest ......

I dont want pity at any cost
I just know you's all should know me well enough by now to know I am STRONGER than this
and I dont like feeling the vulnerability I am .........

Anyways thanks for listening
You need not reply .....
Like I said I had to get it out

Luvs
Lyn
Big sis
Sis
S.I.S.
Posted 6/27/2008 4:29 PM (GMT 0)
How can I pity someone I admire as much as I do you. You may have lots of problems both personal and physical but you are the epitome of strength and even stong people are allowed to have bad times.

Let out the tears as they will cleanse your heart and you will make room for more tears as this is not something you will just get over with in a day.

We have gone through so many of the same things that I understand your feelings. I went through so many of the same and I still do. But pity, naw, I dont need pity, just someone to hold my hand when I am down and celebrate with me when I am good and most of all to make me laugh and understand me. And never leave me alone when I am weary. I suspect you feel much the same.

You know I am here and we are all here supporting you. Your presence alone helps everyone here and your wonderful spirit lifts us all up.
Posted 6/27/2008 10:02 PM (GMT 0)
Lyn, no pity, just prayers for peace within you and please know that you are stronger than you feel right now and we are all here for you. Vent and cry and let it all out. Sending you huggles and warm fuzzies from across the miles.

Diane
Posted 6/29/2008 4:37 PM (GMT 0)
Dear A & P Family

When a goose fails to stay with the team, two other geese in the team leave the formation and follow the slower goose down. They remain with the goose until he is able to fly again.

Lyn needs us right now, and she needs as much love and support we can send to her.

She needs prayers and she needs to know we will not leave her alone ever. She will always have two of us on her shoulders, we are really angels but you may call us geese.


I know she is battling a very difficult time in her life and I hope she will soon be able to come here and talk but for now we wait and pray for her to find her way out of the dark place she is in.

Please look up Big Sis and see the light of hundreds of candles, that is us helping direct you out of the darkness.

Love you

Lil Sis
Posted 6/30/2008 2:40 AM (GMT 0)
Lyn,

I don't have the words to say...

Just know that I am holding your hand...really tight.

Love

Megs

S.I.S.
Posted 6/30/2008 3:47 PM (GMT 0)
I have to say I am in tears right now
Tears of thanks for having such a wonderful "family"

A family that has gotten me out of the rut I am in
'The talks on the phone sure helped and you know that lil sis
Megs ...I am so sorry I missed yours my s.i.s.

YES
The time will come when I can open up and talk about what is going on with me and it isnt now
I have to stay strong and
I want to be here for others as I have always tried to be in the yrs I have been here
Thanks for all the virtual huggles and I want you all to know that I luv and appreciate everything you's have said or done for me ...............

I AM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ........roflmbo
Love ya........... Lil sis ......Big sis and yous too
S.I.S.
Sis
Sista L
Cowgirl Up
Posted 6/30/2008 8:27 PM (GMT 0)
Lyn,

I'm definitely one of the "helper geese." Sending lots of prayers and good wishes for you to fight your way back through a sad and hard time. You are strong; you'll make it.

Lots of love,
percycat
Posted 6/30/2008 8:52 PM (GMT 0)
Ahhh sweet Lyn I am so sorry that life is throwing so many curve balls at you right now. Please know that everyone here on the anxiety board and the Crohns board love you very much. We are always here for you, never doubt that. (((BIG HUGS))) and many prayers being sent your way.

God Bless,
Gail *Nanners*
Posted 7/1/2008 10:24 AM (GMT 0)
Percycat
Thanks my friend
You are so special to me ..........Luvs........LYN



Gail......Nanners
THanks for those kind words
it is times like this you know who your friends are ya know
Love and God Bless to you as well my friend

LYN
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