Posted by Sobom today @ 6:59 AM
Hi everybody I'm a 17 year old about to be 18year old and I have had this problem for a very long time and I will tell my story. When I was 14 years old I started getting nervous about going to school I figured no big deal right it's just nerves it's not going to kill me. Well anyway I ended up having to use the bathroom constantly and always missed school because I would get there and walk home or I just told my mom the pain was to great and I wasn't going. I have been to a number of different doctors and specialists they all found nothing wrong but told me it was my anxiety and that it was what was affecting me. So the doctor ended up pitting me on a medicine called Prozac. This medicine seemed to keep me from getting nervous most of the time but my parents were upset because I never did anything I went to school came home and just sat down and stared off I to space the bad thing is I don't remember that at all. I ended up being left home one day and tried to kill myself my parents found out what I was trying to do and immediatly pulled me off the Prozac and out of school. Where I ended up in a loonybin for a week. I ended up making a full recovery until just last week. School has started up again Now I'm a junior in high school and every morning I have had a horrible case of diarrhea. I have no appetite at all and I went from 155 pounds to 145 and that's in one week I'm starting to get worried my parents tell me it's just from All the stress from my class work but I know it's not I constantly worry about having to use the bathroom at school and when I have to go my teachers tell me no or when I get their a can't go because of an incident I had the year before. What happened was I went to the bathroom and somebody I knew was in the bathroom when I walked in I sat down and bam out it went loud and disgusting it was horrible but what made it worse was that he ended up trying to record me while I was in their I just about killed the kid for this but didn't. Now I suffer all day holding in my diarrhea at times I feel like I'm not going to make it through the day I ended up staying home today because my stomach was so bad and I'm missing very important classes in school I'm horrified I don't know what I can do my parents don't believe me at all they just say I'm making things up my mom believes me but I live with my dad and stepmom and they don't let my mom take me to the doctor or anything. I am not nervous about the kids at school or anything I'm not a bad looking kid at all I always get good grades and I have no enemies at my school it's just knowing that I'm gonna be there for 7 hours and not be able to have my own personal bathroom to use this is ruining my life I can't do anything about it I'm so worried sometimes I wanna cry I'm sorry this is so long but if you have the same problem and have fixed it I want your help I'm going insane here.