Severe anxiety disorder and no one to talk to

I am a new member and have severe anxiety disorder!! This holiday has been an absolute nightmare for me! Not to mention it's always affecting me. I have tried different meds and nothing works. Now I have become agoraphobic. No one can understand how you become this way. I don't even know. "Normal" people can't understnd this. I feel all alone!! I come from a family (ruled by my mother) that "there is no problems in the family". You're not allowed to discuss any problems. Besides anxiety and agoraphobia(which is somewhat new) I also suffer from depression, fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, irritable bowel. My mother has told me she does not want to hear about these problems or even try to learn or understand them. I literally have NO ONE to talk to about my problems. There are days when I REALLY need someone!! I'm praying someone can help me!