Posted 5/7/2010 12:32 AM (GMT 0)
Well, I just got dropped from my nail tech program cuz my roommate wouldn't get me there on time & you can only miss 12 hours which you have to make up. I made up the hours I had missed but she kept making me late to the point where I got dropped from the program. So there goes my career. I am going to try to find a school that will accept the hours I have presently and let me finish. My mom and dad told me how disappointed they were in me and my dad said he actually expected it which hurt a lot. I want to make them proud, but most importantly I want my daughter to be proud of me when she's older - she's 11 months now. But when she's older, she's gonna know about my past. I am just so stressed cuz my roommate now wants us to move out. She hasn't said that fully, but it's kind of unspoken. Just the way she treats me. So now with no income I have to find a place to live, that's not dirty and nasty cuz I have a baby. There are so few resources in Brevard County to help me that there are not many options. It's just so hard to deal with all of it, and it seems to happen all at the same time - hence my inability to deal with my anxiety, which is bad on a good day. So now that I got that off my chest, I feel a little better. Thank you to anyone who read this.