Posted 7/4/2010 3:35 PM (GMT 0)
those of you who have read my posts recently will know i am suffering from panic disorder with possible OCD or GAD. I was on fluoxetine for a year and a half but came off of it last summer and was completely fine for about 6 months, but then slowly and surely i started to get ill with panic attacks again. At the moment i am having on average 3 panic attacks a day and trying so hard not to become agoraphobic again.
The docs have put me back on fluoxetine (its not been a week) and i feel competely awful. I know things get worse before they get better with these drugs, but i just want some reassurance as at the moment i'm doing the anxious black and white thinking and worrying i will be this way forever. I feel sick quite a lot, couldn't sleep at all last night, then had a big nose bleed this morning and was too scared to go to work. Yesterday i took a walk with a friend thinking it would be fine and do me good - but in the middle of the country side i got the most painful stomach cramps ever, i felt so sick, and being as i have a massive vomit phobia this was terrifying. I was 20 mins from home so it was a horrid walk backl and i was so embaressed in front of my friend (luckily they are very understanding.)
has anyone had simular problems with fluoxetine?
I don't remember feeling this bad on it before, but it could be that i wasn't working before so i have the added anxiety of work (my job is pretty horrible and bad at understanding)
i don't know what i'm asking really :-( sorry it this seems like a big waste of reading time, but i feel like i need to reach out for help. My friends and family are great, but anxiety and panic and feeling unwell are all i talk to them about these days and they must be so tired of it. I can never talk to doctors properly i get too scared or i feel like they don't care.