Alright well this post is not really much about
anxiety as it is about
seeking input about
a problem I'm having currently in my life.
As I've posted in my earlier posts, I am currently working part time in a bank right now. While going through college I always wanted to be a financial advisor and even though right now I'm just a teller, there is definetly opportunities to advance and get to that role someday. Normally I would be happy with this job, but the money is soooo tight for me right now. I'm not making that much at all and I was unemployed for a month and a half before this job so I have some serious bills as compared to my current income that I feel are overburdening me.
So I set up an interview with Geico for an inbound sales job that they were interesting in having me come down for an interview for. I never really saw myself or really wanted to sell insurance though. But the pay that they are offering is MUCH better then my current job and this job at Geico would be a full time job. It would mean about 2-3k more a month to me which would REALLY help me get out of this financial hole.
My main problem here is, do I sacrifice this job I have now (that I was referred to by 2 of my friends who also work within this company) for a chance to make more money at another job that I really never gave much thought to? I have the feeling of guilt of letting them down or "making them look bad" by taking this new job opportunity if indeed the interview goes well.
Another worry is the fact that my most stable job was when I worked for my fathers company for 4 years, after that I worked as customer care at a vitamin company which I only stayed for 3 months because it was just a terrible job (the overturn in the company, the amount of people who were hired and quit within a month was ridiculous), and now I'm at this bank which I would normally stay at but the money is no good. I took the job because I needed SOMETHING. But now if I switch and go to this new job, I'm going to have the guilt of letting down or making my friends look bad for recommending me, and also the fact that it does not look good to be bouncing around from job to job like this.
If anyone has ever went through anything like this, as I don't think its that abnormal lol, hopefully you could shed some light on the situation. I have the interview tomorrow and I want to enter it with a clear conscience, also worried that I'm easily talked into a job that promises a lot of money so I don't want to just say yes to them tomorrow. I don't know, a lot of stuff going through my head right now.