Another wierd dream and not feelin so hot...

So again last night I had a crazy dream. My boyfriend and I were eating at our teachers house with her family and he said something that made me mad. Then the teacher told him to get out of the relationship and i cussed at her and left to the garage. He came out to the garage and I kept screaming at him and hitting him, telling him how much i hated him and never wanted to see him again. Then he smiled and kinda laughed at me and went off to do something with his friends. I also remember something about being attatched to some small motorized contraption with wheels and being on a ramp when all of a sudden a motorcycle comes and zooms by on the other side of the ramp very closely to me. Then I couldnt get the contraption off! Weirdddddddddd...........

Now to the not feeling well. This morning I felt kinda anxious. I was bouncing my knee and rocking back and forth a little, not sitting still. My heart rate was up slightly. This lasted for a little while then went away for the most part. At work I started to feel anxious/depressed again. Now Im very tired and kinda nauseous. Come on Lexapro. Make up your mind. Work or dont. Geez

Actually when i dream i find that im more rested. Im so used to dreaming that when i dont i feel very tired. I guess if i think about it, my boyfriend and i were talking about engagement and how he thinks getting me a ring is pointless, that its just a status symbol to show off to other people and he will get to it EVENTUALLY but its not a priority. That did upset me.