For those of you who have read my recent posts.. i have had some housing issues, my previous place got sold and i hadnt found anywhere decnt to rent so im back at my mums, its been just over a week and i feel every second like a living hell. im trying my best to find a place quick but i have so many anxiety issues when it comes to housing like i need something spacious, peace and quiet with privacy in good area for very cheap and its just not happening, i cant live in units etc because of anxiety and i have hardly any money, im a single mum and its been hard enough living here with anxiety issues not having my escape and being free but to add to it i have a son who gets bored here and cant do anything which makes me feel worse, the place is filthy and cluttered and it just feels horrible to live here and then on top of that i have to deal with being around my mother which is actually really bad for my health, as she is a excessively negative person who moans and winges and makes all these annoying noises and complains throughout the day about anything and everything and its destroying me i cant be around people like this, its affecting my health its bringing me down i had a breakdown yesterday i feel like im in hell, she is such a horrible person to be around and i will never come back here again.. ive realised my parents have been toxic for me to be around so for quite some time now i have limited the time i spend with them and found more positive people in my life it has made such a difference its healed me in a lot of ways and to go from that to this which im no longer used to anymore its so hard. i now realise why ive had so many issues growing up and why ive been depressed and been angry as a teenager, its them, my dad seems to be more postive but he is very critical, judges ppl and compares me alot to other people who are "better" he really is just as toxic, i just hate being around them they are no good for my self esteem and my anxiety in general. i didnt want to rush out and get any place for me and my son as i do want to happy and not move again for a long time because its really disruptive but i cant take much more of this either. and to top it off ive been stressed because my old real estate owes me over 1000 au dollars and its been a month they still havent given it to me yet and i cant leave here without that money, i feel so helpless :( life was starting to go good for me aswell. my aim is this friday to have found a place, i can only pray i get my cheque. i have applied for a duplex its very nice but its expensive so ill probably have money anxiety but oh well what can i do.. otherwise there is a townhouse that is spacious cheap but i dunno there is no privacy and no garden but at least its cheap and good area, what do you think? If anyone is from brisbane aus, i will pay to come stay with you unitll ive found a place!!! this is such a nightmare!!!