A world of lies

Hi all.

I have developed severe anxiety and depression over the last couple of years. I can no longer function in a work or most social environments where there is pressure and stress. I find I am stable when left alone. I tried Zoloft that the doctor prescribed to me and it seemed like it helped a little so the doctor upped the dose an then my moods began to get aggressive and my daughter would not come around me. I started reading about the horror stories peeps were having with that stuff so I weaned myself off of it, and that was a bad experience. I no longer will take prescription medicines that work with the brain. I have began using herbal medicines and teas. 5HTP is a good replacement for SSRI's. I am awaiting the decisions of CPPD and ODSP. Just going through this process exacerbates my anxiety and depression. I read in places that 50% or more applications are denied. I will fight them hard if I am denied, even taking it to the courts if necessary. My doctor agrees that I should not go back to work. I also have a lower back problem and was given permanent restrictions by my physiotherapist. CPPD has 3 weeks left to review my application. I have done my homework and I am prepared for appeal. I will get a lawyer the same day that I am denied. Disability does not mean inability or lack of intelligence.

KK

Hi KK and welcome. I hope that you get the help and assistance that you need and are seeking! I am sorry that you had a negative experience with your RX. I think that it important to note though that everyone is different, and there have been many positive life changing stories as a result of medication too.

I hope that you can find a combination of natural remedies and therapy/coping mechanisms that will help you to feel better very soon

Good luck with your application process, and post anytime:)

Scaredy Cat