Im getting really sick of getting anxiety no matter what i do or where i go. Yesterday i had an endoscopy done and was anxious and worried the whole time, and there was really no one there to calm me down. they just kept asking if i was ok and i said once this is over i will be. I felt like they thought it was funny or that i was crazy. that made it even worse. After i got home from the test, my stomach hurt and my whole upper body aches and hurts, so the anxiety has been in fool affect
If i cant handle that, i dont know if i could handle having surgery in the future or the other tests. The light at the end of the tunnel seems so far away.