Hi im new to this forum. Im a very messed up person. Growing up I always felt alone and unnoticed. Last week I found out I was molested by my grandfather when I was a child. I dont have a family and these awesome people took me in a year ago. I lied to her, the most important person in my life, who helped me so much and did so much for me about
so many things. She caught me last night on my lies I got a brain infection and I played it up a lot, I have a little hard time walking but not enough to use a cane and I was using a cane. I lied about
what classes I was taking, I lied about
what classes I took, I lied about
going to appointments, I lied about
going on the handy dart, and she says she still knows im lying about
stuff but I dont know waht else Imn lying about
. She said shes no longer my sister and was never my sister really, cause family doesnt hurt family and manipulate family. I feel destroyed, I love the hell out of her and want to keep her in my life but I think its too far gone for that. THe last thing she said to me was she wants me out of her car. My parents were neglectful and abusive so I dont have any family to fall back on. She made me so happy and feel so safe, but now I ###$ it all up and lost it. What do I do???? I dont want to lose the most important person in my life. But it feels like I already did
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