I know I'm totally "What-ifing" and telling the future. But....I'm already freaking out about
having a severe panic attack.
We have our car up for sale and someone's interested in it. So if he wants to buy it, most likely I will have to go to the bank with this person to do the transaction, pay it off, sign off on title, etc. Although the bank is very close to my house and I wouldn't panic just going to make my car pmt. by myself, I know the triggers for my panic attacks. I won't be in control of the situation, when I go, when I can leave. I will feel trapped. And just that thought alone is causing so much anxiety right now just sitting here safe on my sofa. So when it's time to finally meet the person down there I'm afraid I will have severe panic the whole time.
Oh brother! I can't ask my husband to take off work to do it. I don't know that there's anyway to prepare myself to be more relaxed. I'm already so convinced I will panic. Unless, I go down ahead of time and let the bank know that someone will be coming down and take care of any necessary paperwork on my end. Then he could just come to my house, pick up the car. Maybe I could work it that way...???? The person might think that's odd. I wonder what "excuse" I could come up with for doing it that way and wonder if the bank would even allow that....hmmmm.
But, on a somewhat postitive note(kind of, kind of not), if we do sell the car it will free up so much $ that I won't have to feel bad about taking a break from my job right now. I've been debating whether to take a break for a couple weeks, stressing over the decision and whether I will have a panic attack on the way there. Didn't go this week cause of the weather.
I'll figure something out I guess.