Well, it's been a long time since I've posted on here...a lot of things have happened since the last post I put up.
To make a long story short...my sibling, a few hours after I posted my topic, had a serious seizure due to drinking alcohol after taking her blood pressure medication (she didn't think the effects would be so bad, as she says she only had a 'little bit'). Me and my mom had to fly ALL the way to WA that same night. My anxiety was already bad, and seeing her just put it through the roof. When we returned home, I remember feeling so depressed and scared.
Well anyway, after weeks of struggling with depression as well as thoughts of ******* and such, I finally got off my butt and went back to work. It was hard but I did it, and am still doing it. I'm no longer depressed (in a way - I still manage to laugh), but I've distanced myself from my mom for some reason (maybe subconsciously I don't want to upset her anymore or something? I don't know). I've been trying to think positively but it's been quite a struggle.
Anyway...I've been thinking about
you all for some time now, and I hope you've all been doing great. Thanks again for all the past support, and I'll try updating a bit more often. I know this is just another hill I'll have to get over. :)
Post Edited By Moderator (Scaredy Cat) : 6/5/2012 4:44:39 PM (GMT-6)