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Posted 7/2/2012 6:26 PM (GMT 0)
My first battle with anxiety was 10 years ago, and so crippling I was hospitalized. From there I went on so many medications and went through so many therapists to get where I am today. Which was off of medications and just using my CBT skills.

With my new job, sick father, and continued health anxiety, my doctor wanted me to try a low dose of generic Lexapro. It took me a month to psych myself up into trying it. Three days in, unprompted massive panic attack that seemed similar to those of 10 years ago. I couldn't bring myself to take it the next morning. Tried to call my doc, but she is outta town for the week. 1 day off of it and I feel better, and now I just can't get myself to even consider taking it. Granted I was not "happy" but I was functional without it. So I am abandoning the medication once again.

I am not sure what the purpose of this post is. Most likely to just vent some extreme frustration. I am just tired and wanted something to help the residual paranoia and anxiety. But it seems like "good enough" will have to be good enough for me cry .

Post Edited (Jolleg) : 7/2/2012 12:35:08 PM (GMT-6)

Posted 7/2/2012 7:20 PM (GMT 0)
I understand the purpose of your post...you needed a good vent. Like your title says, you are frustrated...and understandably so.

It is no fun when the medicine that is suppposed to help you actually makes you feel worse. A/D's can be known to do this in the start up phase of taking them...but if you feel like you do not want to continue with this medication, then you have the choice not to of course.

Have a talk with your doctor when she returns and let her know all about your feelings and concerns. There may be an alternative that you can discuss.

Keep posting with us. We understand and are here to listen anytime.:)

S.C.
Posted 7/2/2012 8:12 PM (GMT 0)
Jolleg - how low was the "low dose" of Lexapro? If it was 10mg, maybe talk with your doctor about trying 5mg. (I began with 10mg, had side effects that I disliked, and switched to 5mg. Side effects went away). Of course, each person is different in terms of how they react -- and I am not qualified to give anyone medical advice -- but if you did not begin with 5mg, it might be worth having that conversation. Best wishes, Medved
Posted 7/2/2012 8:38 PM (GMT 0)
Jolleg,

Hugs to you and I am sorry to hear of your panic attack.  Give yourself permission to not take the medication and know that it is ok. 

When your Dr. returns look at other options in place of using this drug.  Perhaps look into all the different types of therapy available.  Remember you will find something that will help you with the anxiety and we are here to support whatever decision you make.

Make yourself an appointment for a nice massage - do something nice just for you.

Kindly,

Kitt

Posted 7/3/2012 2:56 AM (GMT 0)
Hi tish,

Could you provide us a liitle more information and detail so that we can better help you?

Scaredy Cat
Posted 7/3/2012 7:28 AM (GMT 0)
Wow. Thank you all so much for your support. I was just taking 5 mg and it was not pleasant. You all have made me feel a lot better about this situation just knowing there are people who understand. Really I can't express how much I appreciate it.
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