One of my biggest fears, especially now that my anxiety has gotten worse, is taking any medicines. My doctor prescribed me "Zoloft". She told me to take just half a pill for the first 6 days, then to start going to a whole pill a day. But for some reason, im so scared to take even half a pill. I'm scared of experiencing a bad reaction to it. But so many of my friends tell me that starting medication for anxiety changed there lives, but im just scared. Is there any other options besides medication that helps get rid of anixety??
Im tired of living this way. I constantly sit here and worry. Im not living my life at all. Knowing that im going to die some day anyways, makes me not even want to live at all sometimes. Anyone else ever felt this way? Cause i sure have never ever been like this or thought this way. I hate it so much.