Happy Moment

One of the individuals has decided it's time to get their act together and has stated that they'll be moving out soon. :)

Thank you, God. I feel He heard my prayers as this is quite a sudden change.

The person asked me how I felt when they told me. They asked, "So i bet you're happy huh?" And I said, "Yes. To be honest, I really am." They were surprised as they were expecting me to fake sadness or something but no, not lying to anyone.

Even though I know this won't remedy my anxiety in totality as what I feel is what I feel to be existential (I want to make something of my life as I feel I've been given all the resources I need from good health to spiritual connectivity and I'm afraid of failing by permanently remaining non-productive (i.e stuck)), I want to take this as a sign that there's good new on the horizon. I want to feel like them moving out will help the one who's paying for everything recover financially so that they can move on and make something of their life as well.

I want to see the older generation of my family succeed, to make something of themselves because they have the resources to do so (health, full mental capacity, limbs, etc) but I can't do that for them. They have to want it and do it for themselves and I guess that now in retrospect it was weighing on me that I have this family who had the potential to follow their dreams (if only they knew what that was), but instead they were just...stagnated and complacent...

But I feel really relieved that the one with the house, after 3-4years of living with us, has finally decided that it's time to get gone~ :D

Scaredy Cat said...
That is good news! I am very happy for you and glad that you could speak your mind and voice your honest opinions as well!

I hope that this brings about many postive changes for you and the others remaining in the house.:)

Thanks for sharing your happy update.;)

S.C.

Thanks S.C,
I didn't realize I made this a completely new thread as I thought I just added it to the older one. Oppsy. But thank you. :) lol