Posted 11/11/2012 1:28 PM (GMT 0)
Hello,
You will find out that there is no end to the symptoms of anxiety, which is not necessarly a bad thing. There is a list of the most comon symptoms, but in one year, since I am fighting anxiety and panic attacks, I had the most complex symptoms ever. One night I couldn't find myself, literally. I felt as if everything was a dream, and I wasn't myself. In fact I didn't understand what I was, what kind of entity. I couldn't concentrate, and felt I was literally falling apart like a puzzle, and I was terrified the puzzle could never be recomposed again.This sensation, derealization can be translated into fear of losing control, going crazy etc. Eventually, after a good night sleep, I woke up and everything was back to normal.
This was JUST ONE KIND of my panic attacks. One time I felt i was going blind, another that i am going to jump out of my skin. In one year, i was going deaf, thought i would never walk again, my brain was going to explode, my heart would suddenly stop, etc. Many times I felt i forgot how to breathe so i had to "activate the manual breathing mode" which made me feel dizzy. Every symptom was due to my anxiety, and still is.
You have to be very carefull and find the line between real symptoms, and symptoms of anxiety, and many times it is very hard to do that. I am currently fighting the dizzy symptom. I thought it was pshycotic, but last week I almost fell on the ground, and realized it was a pretty real sensation, and my appointment is due next week. The important thing is to understand that anxiety is extremely complex, and there is nothing wrong with you, you will be ok. When you understand that, you will stop focusing on each sensation, and be able to return to your normal life. Best of luck !