Yup. I have actually been through this 3 times. once for something stupid I did and twice with postpartum depression. It's always scary at first, but with the right help and even medication, it can be overcome. I know I will pull through again. that's the biggest reason I joined this forum because I know how hard and scary it can be, but I also know it can totally get better. Keep your head up and never lose hope. God bless.