Hey Everyone
A few of you know my story now, i am suffering with anxiety due to a fears over my heart health which i have now been given the all clear apart from minor periods of tachycardia on my holter which i am sure was due to panic while i had my holter on the doc is more than confident my heart is helthy and i need to focus on my anxiety and not on heart worries, and i trust in my doctor as he has been my doctor all my life and my mums for most of hers and knows my family well.
anyway i was given a beta-blocker propranolol 2 weeks ago and after reading the leaflet i chucked them to the back of my cupboard absalutely terrified and horrified that my doc would have prescribed such devils they medicine caps adreniline and slows heart rate which in someone with anxietys mind that sends alarm bells that your heart would stop or something .. god even writing this i know i sound crazy, some people take up to 160mg of this stuff and im terrified to take 10mg haha!... so after mowing this info over for 2 weeks i have came to this conclusion, this medicine has been prescribed by the doctor who knows my full journy with these problems and who i trust very much, he has priscribed me a very small dosage 10mg 3 times a day, and although i have accepted my anxiety and feeling so much better now that i have i feel my anxiety symptoms are still lingering, i try to relax and on some levels i am improving but i do feel i need to consider meds to help with the more frightning symptoms that are holding me back like the adreniline rushes and flutters and palps, feeling irritated and tense. they still set me back even now i can still tell myself with confidence i am not going to die and these will not hurt me i cant help but feel disheartened and upset by the setback, and lastly mainly i found a thread where a number of people said this drug helped them massivlly so i am feeling brave enough now to give them a go :)
So guys have any of you ever tryed a beta blocker for anxiety and how did you find it?
Is this common to have this fear of taking this step of trying meds?
Jenna x