Posted 5/14/2013 2:09 AM (GMT 0)
The first couple of weeks after my diagnosis I woke up at night with my heart just racing. This happened several times, usually around 3am. I often wake up around that time anyway, but this was different. I practiced controlled breathing, and it settled down and I was able to go back to sleep.
I had no sense of actual panic or anything, no recollection of a dream but I assume that's what precipitated it. It was concerning, like, "What's causing this?!". But, it was probably just the obvious.
With a bit of time, study, and finally settling on a treatment plan this hasn't happened for a while now. Perhaps it's just been enough time that I'm adjusting to my new reality, but it doesn't freak me out anymore.