Posted 8/2/2013 12:09 AM (GMT 0)
No need for a name for my post face says it all because Iam just sad right now&wish with truth,that I never started the meds again I was doing just good without them&here come the set back. I hate this if I have to face another low like I did at the start of this year,I with truth don't see myself making it out I had to work hard to dig myself out of that darkness&now this&Iam so hurt I hate this so much&I just want every day to be back to the way it was. I never want to feel this panic again I jusr don't get how meds they say are to help you bring you diwn&make you worse. I have also been way woozy out of no where I know its that dang busphar this has me scared&messed up,like I could just fall over any where&go to sleep this is new&I don't like it my mind/body feel real heavy&like Iam force to go to sleep quickly. I don't like it Iam aldo back to not caring what I look like have to force make-up on,and I can give a care about my hair and what it looks like... I hate feeling this way with everything in me I just want my normal back. Got a few more weeks before I go back to see the psyc,but I need a change quickly so Iam just wondering how I woukd go about this. Will try to call in the am to get the steps to start the weaning off so I will not go cold turkey,and will only take Hydroxine as need no more taking pills I see cause problems for me&I don't need anymore problems are do I want anymore. I can use all prayers.