Being around people is just too tiring...

I just realized that what frustrated me so much, the reason why I was very tired was that I have been (and I will have to keep doing it) "socializing" with people. I thought it was the new projects, the new students, the contents, the workload, but no... It's just that I have to interact more with people and that makes me dizzy, tired, frustrated. I'm going to have older students -I'm working at a high school with 18 year old students, you don't interact with them as you interact with 11 year old kids. - plus, I had been talking to the rector, the sbdirector (I don't know if this is the correct name), with the boss of the union to talk about how long I'm going to be there and if I'm going to keep working in other semesters, etc. And that's too much for me!!

I was complaining about everything, about the things but it's not the things ,it's the people.

And that frustrates me. And I hope to not feel with this weight when I go to work. I hope to be fine, I hope I understand how interact with this new students. I feel like a helpless girl and I dno't know how to talk to them, I remember one time I even thought, "they are going to get mad at me". I use to think that way when I have to ask for something to my bosses and it's not a good feeling.

Is there hope for me?

Miss Goddess,
There is always hope. It sounds to me like you have changed the scope of your work. With any major change there will be a great deal of aprehention and adjustment. Often times we get into a routine, especially at work. It becomes what we know, what we are good at, and gives us a sense of security. When this routine is interrupted or changed it tends to throw us off in one way or another. This is probably what is occuring to you right now. You are doing something that you are not used to, or are worring about how well you will do. Well don't because I am sure you will be great.
Ed