Posted 9/5/2013 3:34 AM (GMT 0)
And thats just life I know but this problem Iam going through lately is a bit scary&Ive been going through it for years,but here lately it has got real bad&to the doctor I must go. Started when I was living in a motel at the start of the year I was sleep but woke up,after I some kind of way took a fall out the bed hit my elbow and at 28 was trying to understand how this happen. I was also shaking&my nervs where on 10,few nights ago I wake myself&my mother who thought someone broke in because I had took my foot&hit the glass stand so hard I had knock half the stuff off of it. And did it again a few nights later&today on the couch I couldn't stay sleep for nothing,I kept jumping out of my sleep wasn't anxiety I truely think it's my breathing&I can feel myself fighting for air&it's kind of like my brain stops for a few seconds& my God puts his hands on me&wakes me before true danger&it makes me angry much at times. Because when Iam working so hard to overcome fear&get close here this problem comes again,I don't know what it's are understand why it's so I can't put off any longer&must find out what it's I just need to take a day&go to the doctor&be check from head to toe. But I just hate the wait&truely don't like going to the doctor I just don't,so yall that pray please say a prayer for me because me&my hard head need it big time because I need my health to get all the way in order but want be able to do that until I know all the way what is wrong.