So here I am, 8am, I work in 2 hours with a new lady we hired. I am so nervous because these past few days I've had such bad uh "bowels" and the pain today has woke me up and my stomach hurts so bad and my "bowels" are like foam. I feel so unladylike LOL.
I've had this once before. I don't know if it's from all this anxiety and sorry lately but of course my mind is jumping from IBS to cancer, and all over the board. Ugh this sucks and I have just been having awful weeks lately. My birthday is tomorrow and I should be happy no? But I'm stuck with this stupid anxiety that is taking over me but I have to take over it!
My hip pain still hasn't gone away and has moved to my back, so there, leukaemia is of course on the list, my legs, blood clot on the list, felt a lump in my bicsep, lymphoma again, bowels thinking it's some kind of colon cancer, headaches thinking its a brain tumour, chest pain thinking heart disease... My lanta, reason that back makes me sound nuts, kinda making me realize why I could be annoying to friends and family!
I will get through today!!!! Hope all is well with you all!! I think I'm in need for a good laugh today! Let's hope I get one
