So, I always feel like something is really wrong with me, but I don't know exactly what it is. I always have a feeling that something isn't quite right with me, like I have serious problems. Well, I have a lot of serious anxiety and depression problems, but I always feel like there's something more to it than just anxiety or depression, because I feel really off a lot of the time, like i'm loosing my mind or something. It's really hard to explain. At the beginning of the summer I felt really irritable all of the time, and then through out the summer I had really bad fears all of the time, so I pretty much didn't leave my house the whole summer, which just made me feel worse. Now I feel like I have depression and anxiety, like i'm having anxiety slowly less and less and depression more as it's getting closer to fall. I don't even really know how I feel exactly anymore, just really confused I guess. I just feel like something isn't right with me and I don't know what it is- I can't figure it out. I think it might be because of my lifestyle and not having that much of a life for years, but I wonder if I have a mental health problem that isn't just moderate anxiety and depression (i'm actually pretty sure it's not now). I've also had a problem with feeling emotionally distant and a bit numb, which really bothers me because my worst fear is being a cold person. Does anyone ever just feel like something is wrong with them, but you aren't quite sure why exactly? And how can I get over this feeling? I'm hoping that once my life is closer to being "normal" things will improve, but I just have no idea what is wrong with me.
