Posted 9/20/2013 12:31 PM (GMT 0)
Most of you will get what that mean I didn't want to spell it out because,there maybe someone who can't take seeing that in words. But Iam at the point now where Iam trying to understand life,and hearing from other ppl what they have gone through. Makes me wonder about life&why must this be so hard for most ppk&cause ppl to live in fear,could this be why so many years ago the rapper Lisa Left Eye Lopes went on a journey to find peace&understand death&made friends with it. To the point she didn't have fear she was well known rapper from TLC who left earth in 2002 in a car wreck that had over five ppl in the car but she was the only one who pass&they said she had a smile&peace like no other,I say all this because with truth I wonder. It hunts me even in my dreams&Ive wonder why Ive saw great men&women of God walk in fear in that time,it can't be healthy are right at all&I know ppl are not trying to&would give anything not to feel this way.
I hear customers talk about it as well as ppl I know(this is on ppl mind) was on the phone with a ex who told me he got sick,and thought it was something bad&I could hear the fear of what he made it through&the what if that hunt his mind with wonder. That made him say he was sorry for anything he done that hurt.me&I lol and ask why he talk that way like something was wrong with him, he said you just never know when its done. Ive saw stars tweet about their greatest fear& yes this was their greatest fear& this live in in many more& can name but Ive been up since 3am to tired but want to know your input on this and how if anybody going through the sanething&? How you get over it.