I have been down&out in the rut because I find that I have no life this is my bad,I made many mistakes&I let pain&hurt hold me down 28years &Ive live my life to everyone else beat but my own,and Ive been scared of change for many years life has gave me some hard hands early on. And yes it has messed with my mental state&cause unwanted thoughts of fear to lead me&I lost my view of what matter&what don't,Ive let life beat me up but I hold on to faith that God couldn't have put me here just for this. I know thats not the God my grandmother,aunt,uncles stand in love with,I know thats not the God that gave me life back when it was almost gone early on to live just like this. I say this because we all go through for a reason,we where all put here known better then we will ever know our self there is a higher power that live and that power is the life keeper through the good&the bad,just have to trust even when we(I) may not understand we have to trust. It's the extra strong God call for the most hardest battle ever&we must stand on the front line in war everyday,and learn and keep pushing inspite of and overcome everyday blessed.
Keep pushing yall I know Iam even with this year being the most worst year&real dark,Ima keep pushing because I want to see my good I have a right to my good&you all have a right to your good there is better to come greater is coming.
Post Edited (SoulNHealing) : 9/22/2013 9:01:09 PM (GMT-6)