Sara14
I am sorry to read of your panic attacks but I am
wondering if you have PTSD which was caused by the trauma of performing CPR on
your boyfriend ? You may want to check with your Dr. and even consider therapy for awhile.
The person who
develops PTSD may have been the one who was harmed, the harm may have happened
to a loved one, or the person may have witnessed a harmful event that happened
to loved ones or strangers
PTSD triggers may
be all around you. Even though it may sometimes feel like PTSD symptoms come out-of-the-blue, PTSD symptoms rarely spontaneously
occur. Instead, whether you are aware of it not, PTSD symptoms are often triggered or cued by something in our
internal (anything that happens within your body, such as thoughts or
feelings) or external (anything that happens outside your body, such as
a stressful situation) environment.
Because certain
thoughts, feelings, or situations can bring up uncomfortable PTSD symptoms,
such as memories of a traumatic event or feelings of being on edge and anxious, one
way of coping with these symptoms is by increasing your awareness of these
triggers. You can prevent or lessen the impact of certain PTSD symptoms by
identifying what specific types of thoughts, feelings, and situations trigger
them, and then, take steps to limit the occurrence or impact of those triggers.
Internal triggers
are things that you feel or experience inside your body. Internal triggers
include thoughts or memories, emotions, and bodily sensations (for example,
your heart racing). This may be what is happening to you.
Because we often
cannot avoid triggers, it is important to learn ways of coping with triggers. SC
has included in her response to you effective, healthy coping strategies for lessening
the impact of triggers.
Talking with others whom you trust about your feelings is another way to help you as letting out your fears will decrease your anxiety. I have PTSD also and I occasionally will have a panic attack that just strikes out of the blue. All I can do is stop and let the panic move through me. If I am walking or out in public, I do just as SC said - I slow down and if I have to find a chair to sit down I will tell the person that is with me, "I need to sit down for a bit".
Having to admit that I am having high anxiety or a panic used to steal my self-confidence but not anymore. I have a reason for why I have PTSD and it is much easier to live with if I don't accuse myself of being weak.
I may be miles off base in thinking this is what is causing your panic attacks and please remember I am not a physician, just a peer who understands where you are coming from and what you are going through.
My email is available if you want to contact me re any questions or if your just looking to vent and have somebody to listen to you.
Kindly,
Kitt