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Posted 10/15/2013 2:13 PM (GMT 0)
I'm seeing my doctor to go back on medication this afternoon. I can't stand the constant fear anymore. Its just for a little while until the house sells and I've moved. Trying to not cry, constantly telling myself everything will be alright. Can't work effectively like this. Just wanted to tell someone.
Posted 10/15/2013 3:43 PM (GMT 0)
pamcc

Good Morning ~ good to know you are seeing your Dr. I would start back on meds and not start anticipating when you're going to go off the meds but take it one day at a time.

I have been on meds for years and used to stew because I did not want to take meds but found out the hard way, more than once, that meds are a part of my life.

I wish you the very best.

Gentle Hugs,

Kitt

Posted 10/15/2013 5:37 PM (GMT 0)
Sending encouraging thoughts and prayers Pamcc!

You have taken a wise step in consulting your doctor. I hope that you can find some relief very soon, as I know that this has been a stressful time for you.

Keep posting, we are here and we care about you! Let us know how your appointment went and how you are doing soon, okay?

S.C.
Posted 10/16/2013 2:11 AM (GMT 0)
pamcc -- you are taking a step to help yourself. That is great. I hope it works well for you.
Posted 10/21/2013 1:49 PM (GMT 0)
I am on lexapro and lorazepam now. lorazeam 3x day as needed for anxiety. Lexapro 1 daily. I am trying to not cry at work and feel really sad today.
Posted 10/21/2013 2:51 PM (GMT 0)
P.,

I am sorry that you are feeling sad. It is going to be an adjustment, but you will soon be feeling more leveled out.

Hang in there and keep posting. Try to keep distracted and find some enjoyable activities after work to keep your mind in as positive a place as possible.

We are cheering you on! Things are going to improve.

S.C.
Posted 10/21/2013 3:08 PM (GMT 0)
pamcc

Good Morning.  If you are a bit like me, mornings can be a tough time and accepting that you do better on meds and need to take them is a hard pill to swallow.  (Pun intended cool )

I used to cry every morning as I took my meds as my mind wanted me to believe that I must be "crazy" if I could not live and be happy without the help of medication.

I finally learned the hard way after going on, then off and crashing, then back on meds.  The last time I accepted that on the medication I feel better and can live life.  No, the meds won't take away all my problems but they help me tolerate my issues and that is a good think.

I am the lady that may cry more than once in the morning, then I wash my face in cold water and start my day over.  Remember no matter what time of day it may be you can always start your day over.  I have done just that as late a 6:00 PM in the evening.

Be brave and trust you will feel better.

Kindly,

Kitt

Posted 10/21/2013 3:19 PM (GMT 0)
Thank you. I don't feel so bad about crying at work in the restrooms anymore.
Posted 10/21/2013 3:25 PM (GMT 0)
WTG..................you are a winner.  I am proud of you so do one special thing for yourself today. yeah yeah yeah
Posted 10/22/2013 1:41 PM (GMT 0)
thanks.
Posted 10/23/2013 1:11 PM (GMT 0)
I feel so horrible this morning. I woke up at 3:30 and dozed until I got up at 5:30. I can't seem to calm down.
Posted 10/23/2013 2:20 PM (GMT 0)
I really hope I can calm down soon. I took a pill for anxiety and it isn't helping as much as i need.
Posted 10/23/2013 3:28 PM (GMT 0)
I feel that way to at times...one pill .05 mg Ativan isn't enough for me and I feel the panic coming on the dizziness the off balance I start to cry ...my dr said at those times I can take another of my Ativan it usually helps I hate to do that but I have no choice.I can take up to 3 a day and I try to spread them out but I think my body is becoming more addicted to this drug so I need it more often or sometimes my panic and anxiety is worse for me at certain times of the month?Right now its BAD!I hope you feel better just know your not alone.
Posted 10/23/2013 4:15 PM (GMT 0)
Pam,

I am sorry that you day has started out rough.:(

This is an adjustment period that can be hard at first, but try to hang in there, as most likely you will be feeling better shortly.

Do your coping skills as much as time allows you everyday...they will help.

I am sending postive thoughts and prayers your way! (in regards to your well being and your house selling)

Hugs,

S.C.
Posted 10/23/2013 5:10 PM (GMT 0)
I decided that I'm taking my cats to the ASPCA on Saturday. I can't find anyone one to adopt them. My boyfriend might take one but that remains to be seen. The other two have to go to the shelter if I don't hear from the person I adopted them from. But I can't handle having 3 cats and two dogs anymore. I'm keeping the dogs and I can't stand sneaking 3 cats into an apartment. At least my Dad understood when I told him.
My Did told me he's unemployed. So they have just my mom's part time job and unemployment now.
Posted 10/23/2013 5:28 PM (GMT 0)
I am sorry to hear about your tough decision.:(

I understand completely though...I don't know if I told you about my experience...

I had to take a cat to a shelter once. I was going through my divorce, and trying to just handle life and work/raise my daughter. Keeping a clean house was important, but a struggle as our cat would not stay off of the counter tops. I was already overwhelmed, depressed and exhausted, and on top of that, worried that she was contaminating our food prep surfaces

I saw her literally go from the litter box to jumping on the kitchen sink area at one point and lost it! I had tried the water squirt bottle trick, shaking pennies in a tin can...all to no avail...so off she went.:(

Sad, but you have to do what is going to keep you healthy and sane sometimes.

I hope that this step is not too traumatic for you...you are in my thoughts!

S.C.
Posted 10/23/2013 7:05 PM (GMT 0)
the person i got them from cant take them back, so at least two of them are going to the shelter on saturday. If I don't hear from my boyfriend I'll take all three of them.
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