Posted 10/19/2013 12:20 AM (GMT 0)
And real tired not trying to be mean to her but she needs to understand her meaness&rudeness&always think she is running something&rudely trying to run my life, has cause me to close up&how she hasn't been understanding and not getn that Iam not all the way 100% better but yet she just act as if she don't care& then there is my sister I havent talk to in a week aint like I just gave up on her. But I just got tired of trying to have a peaceful talk with her,and she would turn it into a fight are talk down on me I shouldn't have to feel mad &upset everytime I get off the phone with her. Just had all I could take&took it to God in prayer&at peace with it&when I see her it's all love,and I speak but I have nothing else at all to give to hed sje has already took to much. All I can do is pray&keep it moving and work on me and get myself all the way healthy,and I would like to be happy one day soon too just way over tired of the ups&downs and the unhealthy mood swings that are driving mr silly.
Iam going to get out tonight and try to have fun&let lose and be a bit peaceful&free just try my best to relax.