just checking in

hi, i'm display.

today i will take my car in for repair. anything about cars can send me into a real tizzy, as i worry about what the repair guy will think of me, whether i am "making it up" that something is wrong, and of course that they will find something major wrong, which will cost 1000's of dollars.

we also have a monthly task at work which will take most of the day. i am nervous about getting it done and also about making mistakes. i made a mistake recently at work which i'm having a hard time letting go of.

so this morning i must pray and try to distract myself. i also took my anti-anxiety med (klonopin) soon after getting up, to try and stave off the crazy thoughts and intense anxiety i feel.

i also am wearing a new pair of pants today, i always worry with new pants that i bought them too long, and that they will drag the ground, even though that never really happens.

thanks for listening,

Hi display,

Make your day the way you wanqt it to be - happy and decreased stress.  Celebrate the New Year tonight.

Kindly,

Kitt