Stupid.... Having some issues. Advice?

Doc switched my medication. I guess I feel ok so far. He put me on Zyprexa. I haven't had any side effects so I can't tell if it's working either.

I've been pretty much a homebody lately so no big issues.

But I have 2 obstacles I'm trying to get over. I've been juicing vegetables to prepare my body for a juice fast. I tried it over a week ago and felt horrible so I'm drinking the juice while eating normal to get my body adjusted. So that's obstacle one.

Obstacle 2 is I quit smoking 2 days ago. I been smoking 18 yrs now. I'm using the patch which is helping. Big problem is 1. I keep trying to go out to smoke out of habit. I've only actually craved a cigarette 4 times. The rest has to do with habit. But I have a bigger problem. I'm suddenly having trouble breathing. Even though I was a smoker I didn't have breathing issues. I could run, hike. I didn't have a smokers cough and I rarely ran out of breath. But now I keep feeling like I stop breathing, especially when I lay down.

If anyone else has quit, is this normal? It feels different than anxiety breathing issues. It really feels like I have someone sitting on my chest.

My husband quit 2 years ago. I quit with him but started back 2 months later. I thought if I started smoking again I'd lose the weight I gained but no all I did was start smoking again. It's weird too because the desire to smoke after 2 months was really gone.

My husband coughed a lot too. I'm not coughing I'm just struggling to breathe.

It sucks because I actually like to smoke but I've always hated the smell and I hate how everything revolves around if I can smoke and that sucks.

I just hate quitting the most because I hate what I'm feeling right now. My body seriously wants to go have one but I have to mentally tell myself no and that there's nothing outside anyway. So I'm hitting a rough patch. Since I've quit once before I kinda know what to expect. Only I didn't have this breathing problem last time. I'm sure if I went to the doctor they'd tell me it's normal. It just doesn't feel right.