Learning

Learning the signs of anxiety&what cause it and whar brings it up&last night waa such a hard night, panic attack after panic attack was up like 16 hours and I got to sleep and then my mom comes in late in the morning making all kind of noise and Iam thinking I wish she knew how hard it was for me to get to sleep she wouldn't make so much noise. I went to work today and the whole time I was there anxiety was trying to break through,but I was able to keep it down and I get off and it trys to go haywire. Like my mind can tell it is night time because thats when things get all extra&I have to do what it take to make it,I go to doctor monday&will tell doctor I want to give zoloft another try. I don't remember all this trouble with zoloft because celaxa did work for a little bit,but then I started to notice it would add to my anxiety& side effects to celexa is anxiety.
I just don't want it to stop working again the zoloft that is well maybe if I tell her all the hell Ive been through since last visit,she may want to try something else all I know is I don't want to be on no anxiety meds where the dide effects read anxiety no I just can't do that at all. Ive learn that if I stay real busy and focus like on a game are something,I can find a few hours of peace here&there but Ive also learn I would like a long life but sure as hell without this anxiety&before I turn 30 I want this gone&anxiety can be gone.

Glad to read you are going to see your Dr. and lay all of your problems out for him/her, including how really bad you have been feeling.  I wish for you only peace and happiness.

Share with your Mom how you are feeling as it may help for her to know what is going on.