Chris,Did you start a new account under a new name? If you want to use your old name and cannot remember your user name or password - administration should be able to send you your password from your original account.
It would be nice to review your original posts.
Choosing to take medications is a personal choice and everybody reacts differently to the meds so if you choose and feel you need meds than I would encourage you to follow your instinct.
While your at it, think about therapy and review the resources in our resource forum. I suspect we have added new links since you were last here.
I am glad you have returned and hope that we can be of help.
Kindly,
Kitt