You answered the question yourself as to why you should not Google;
"But in my mind I wonder what they're missing and search my symptoms more and more."Where do you have the icon for Google Search on your computer - would it be in your tool bar? No matter where it is, now is the time to delete that icon as it is way to easy to click on the icon and be transferred to Dr. Google's office.
Trust your Dr. as you chose to see him and paid for his expertise.
Kindly,
Kitt