anyone else feel this way?

I'm up early this morning with a migraine ): I'm sitting here thinking about everything and everyone. I am thinking how I wish so bad sometimes that I was somebody else because of anxiety! Like no one i know feels the way i do with anxiety... and I'm so Jealous! I just sit back and think how am I the lucky one out of everyone I know to have to go through this and no one else knows how I feel or ever have to feel these feelings of panic our being anxious and worrying about something happening to them. To me, "normal" people don't feel this way, our know what it's like on an everyday basis. I remember being a little girl and ALWAYS worrying...my Grandma would tell me I'm such a hypochondriac! Haha and a "worrywart".. & I used to wonder if it would cause problems when I'm older .. which i guess it has! It has led to anxiety and panic and health anxiety, etc. I just wish I was "normal". This is why I ask if anyone else ever feels this way... as If you're not "normal"... and you wish so bad that you could be! My definition of normal is anxiety and panic free. I just don't feel I'm being the best I can be with this problem. ): I'm trying hard everyday to ignore it and act like it's not there then it seems like it pops out of no where to haunt me 100x worse. Ughh. ): frustrated with it!!!!

Sometimes we try to show the world we are flawless in hopes that we will be liked and accepted by everyone, but we can’t please everyone and we shouldn’t try.  The beauty of us lies in our vulnerability, our complex emotions, and our authentic imperfections.  When we embrace who we are and decide to be authentic, instead of who we think others want us to be, we open ourselves up to real relationships, real happiness, and real success.

There is no need to put on a mask.  There is no need to pretend to be someone you’re not.  You have nothing to prove to anyone else; the only person you should try to be better than is the person you were yesterday.  Prove yourself to yourself, not others. 

You are a wonderful person in your own right; your a person with anxiety.