Constant heart flutters make anyone else feel depressed??

Here I am second time today because it's been so bad and I have nowhere else to go or anyone else to turn to.I've been having heart flutters for like 2 years now off and now.(For those who don't already know.) Today is the first day ever that they are horrible. It is like every other beat feels like it is skipping and sometimes even taking my breath away. Why me!?!? I'm sitting here crying because I am so upset and frustrated and depressed from this. It scares me SO bad. When I calm down and take a deep breath they seem to get worse when I am breathing in deeper. I don't have any other symptoms along with them, thankfully, and I have had many heart tests done that came back fine, but STILL they upset me more than ANYTHING. My husband is getting frustrated with me telling me to "go back to the Emergency Room where everyone can laugh at you again" because he is so fed up with it... i tell him imagine how I feel!! I tell him they dont do anything for me and he says "EXACTLY because they aren't going to hurt you!!!" I just sit here and ask why me why me why me!?!? I am not even having the usual anxiety, it is just these constant flutters... ALL DAY today!!! I'm trying to think what I did for them to be this horrible today and I did nothing out of the ordinary what so ever. No caffeine, I dont smoke, I don't drink, I do NOTHING to provoke these palpitations. I don't know how I am live with these anymore, it upsets me TERRIBLY... especially today. It's hard to believe these things aren't going to kill me. As always I feel as if the drs. and cardiologists have missed something and I am going to drop over and die. This thought will never leave my mind as long as these flutters persist. Just when I thought everything was going SO good. Pfffft!!! Too good to be true I guess... wishful thinking!!!!!! )-:

Hi there
I'm sorry your feeling this way about your heart!
I know exactly how you feel!
Ive been having very frequent ventricular ectopics for over a year now, They started about 8 months after i gave birth to my third child!
Ive felt the same! You think how on earth am I going to cope with these things for much longer! But the thing is you WILL find a way!
I thought i was going to die every minute of every day when they first started,and I'm not joking,ive been to A&E loads of times thinking that this was it! I'm going to die!
But I'm still here alive and kicking!
I also get the rhythm your having at the moment! I think its called bigeminy!
I'm not gonna lie,it feels quite wrong!
But nothing bad will happen to you, and you have to keep telling yourself this!
If you have had all the tests and your heart is fine,please try not to worry!
I'm 27 weeks pregnant with my fourth child, and i get them every minute of every day,but I try my best to ignore them! Kinda like background noise!
Yesterday i bent over to pick some toys up and i got around 7-8 ectopics in a row with no regular beat in between and i stood up and shrugged it off!
Now if that was a few months ago i would have been straight on the phone to the emergency services! But not anymore! These things are not going to ruin anymore of my days!
You will get to this point eventually,it just takes time!
Hope you feel better soon! :-D

LMA, I am sorry to hear of your frequent ectopy as well as you husband's snide comments.  You have a right to your concerns so do not count on someone else to help make things right for you. Sometimes the people closest to us are just a bit to close. There is always an OB/GYN Dr. on call for questions such as yours when the clinic is closed so you do not have to go to the ER unless advised by the Dr. Palpitations are feelings or sensations that your heart is pounding or racing. They can be felt in your chest, throat, or neck. You may: Have an unpleasant awareness of your own heartbeat Feel like your heart skipped or stopped beats The heart's rhythm may be normal or abnormal when you have palpitations. I have been reading your posts but I do not recall if you have seen a cardiologist or had any Holter monitoring done to identify the type of palpitations you are experiencing? Sometimes an overactive thyroid can be the culprit for a pounding heartbeat. Women, according to the opinions and materials I have read,  can safely take a beta blocker during pregnancy, usually Atenolol,   Check with the doctor prescribing re taking a  beta blocker and with your obstetrician. They are your experts. Remember you can always come here and vent or just share with us as we care but know we will encourage you to stay in close contact with your physician. Kindly, Kitt