My heart aches for you. Klonopin can both be a blessing and a curse. I have it but take it only when I can't handle, and then I only take 1/4 of a tablet except in really difficult situations when I'll break down and take a whole 1/2 tablet (now, how is that for fearful - ha, ha).
Count your blessings bakomom, I'm sure you have many
I will send light and love your way -
Reepin