LEI,I think you made the right decision for you. I am a person that needs to be on meds too. I have been a meds for a long time and like you, I thought I could be off medications so several times my Dr. has helped me wean off antidepressants only to find myself back in deep trouble with my depression and anxiety.
Glad to know you talked it over with your hubby and he supports you.
Stick with us as support is important to healing.
Kindly,
Kitt