What in the world , headaches , and everything else , can I just sleep until this all goes away ...

Hi everyone ..... I'm just tired of being sick and tired , I'm very very tired ..... I'm lost for words , I don't know what else to do where to run , where to go I'm out of options , no doc , no ER visits , I'm just really tired and it's a shame that there is no cure .....

Ok so my headaches came back around June 11 up until now , last year they started around July and lasted up until like dec .... Everyday nonstop some type of heAd pain on headaches ,or pressure , dizzy , etc ... I can't take it last year I had a EEG , MRI and mra , ctscan , ......
I see little spots out my eyes .... When I chew it hurts , even when my head does not have a headache it's in pain ..... So yesterday I went to the eye doc had a entire eye exam they dialeted my eyes did a full exam I was fine , I went back to my Neuro doc , she sending me for another MRI , more so for a piece of mind , even though I just had one last year , she also gave me imatrex and nothtripline , I may be spelling it wrong , but since I stopped the Zoloft she said try the northripline it's helps with headaches and anxiety ... Uhhhhhh it's just a cycle , and I'm freakin done with it , my son cancer is gone , I'm back at work , we have a new place , and things are not perfect , but better , so why won't this bull crap just leave ...... I have a new man in my life who is wonderful and helping me through this ....so why do I still struggle , I don't get it .....
I still get anxious , I get the chest pressure , pains , and palps , sometimes it feels like something heavy is sitting on my chest and I can't move or my bone cracks in my chest it's all so annoying , I get tingling in my finger tips and toes , my stomach feels weird , full and tight at times ,

I went to my doc yesterday as well because I had a swollen lymph node under my chin and I was freakin out of course , my doc did an exam and said I have a slight ear infection and a cold , he gave me antibotics ...
I keep getting pain in my left rib cage , I have gas all the time , ....

Here is the issue , I been to every specialist you can name , and I'm serious , everyone , I had so many test and procedures , everything from a cardiac cath of the heart , an EDG they went down my stomach 3 times , tested for lupus ,seen a rheum doc about ms , been to a hemo doc because my blood count was low , they did a trillion test , all good , but I did have low iron , iron defiancy anemia , so I'm on iron pills and they said that could cause headaches as well , and once I took the iron pills I did feel better , but the heAches are back ,

It just I'm tired of not being me , I so badly want to be me , I can be laughing and having a great time and boom some type of pain ,
I will say I'm better then I was , at one point I couldn't leave the house , or barely wash up , I slept all day , and never left the house and had to take care of a sick child it was very hard

Everyday I hAve some sort of pain and my thoughts go wild ,
I see a therapist , a psychirist ,and I have tired many meds ,

My head feels like a hard rock , or it will explode , it's tight and achy , I don't drink soda or coffee I even stArted to just for the caffeiene rush ...

I'm a mess , does it get better , it's almost two years of this , before this started I was 100% never had headaches ever in my life , I'm 35 never had any issues now I live at the ER , or a doc office , I hAve piles of doc bills , and I still feel like crap .....

I want a life , I want to live , I want to be free , this is awful ....

I'm just lost at this point .....

I can't even stretch my forehead without my head hurting , then I feel like I'm out of my body and everything is there but it's not ,,,,,,m

Uhhhhhhhhhh wakeeeeeeeeeeeee uppppppppppppp that's what I tell myself .....

I have a head cold , on top on headache , .... It's just awful

Thanks for letting me vent , I'm sure I let something out or some pain I get , out but I have had every pain , etc that anxiety , depression offers ....
What a life ,..... Even with all that I'm still thankful God allows me to wake up everyday and see my son ....

Oh and it feels like something is stuck in my chest at times

Thanks searching 1 and welcome ,,,,,, yes it's a battle trust me I know it's s battle everyday and no answers .... But this place is a God send and you get lots of help here , ... I just come to vent today , because no one understands but the people on here ...... I pray we all get better

Thoughts and prayers SOIA!!

Never give up...keep doing your coping skills, it can only help.

Go to your library and get every book you can find on A/P. Make copies of the parts that resonate and will be of use to you. Essentially, create your own, customized self-help plan.

Not only will this give you a sense of moving towards your goal...it will also work through the effectiveness of the techniques.

Take charge of this anxiety...no one else can do it for you...or find a solution that could help you more than, well...YOU!!

You have it in you to do this!! :)

S.C.

THANKS EVERYONE ...... Soon and very soon we all will be free from it all

thanks M .... yes im just sick of it all .... as my name tag is

hi smgandy and welcome , congrats on your baby .... yes its horrible , especially when you dont feel well and have to take care of a baby and yourself ... i was a mess had to take care of my sick son , and most of the time living at the hospital with him , yes it sucks .... i pray we all get better as well

I hope you've found some relief from your headache earlier... when my symptoms began 2 years ago, they started off as weird intense headaches. They burned! I'd never felt any headaches like that before - like someone had smeared a layer of icy-hot over my brain. They came on and off daily for months! Funny thing was that they went away after I got a normal, clean MRI. I remember feeling lie, omg, yes - anxiety! Of course! But whenever a new symptom comes up, I can't accept that it's anxiety. I can't help feeling like it's got to be something else. Why can't anyone figure it out?
Where's the team from the show House when you need them?!?

I'm really glad I found this forum. There may not be answers here, but it helps to know we're not alone and that others understand - really understand what we're going through.

thanks guys !!! ......@searching one , yes i had a mri , ct scan , and eeg of my head everything was clean and i still had bad headaches , my neuro doc is sending me to get another mri , @ my request , but yes mine seems to be around everyday , even if its not bad , its still stays around ...uhhh what a life

@ellemm ...thanks ..yes its a battle , the thing is after you go to so many doc , so many er , so many test and procedures , and therapist until you find the right one which i did , group therapy , massage , acupuncture , prayer , mediation , the entire world , my pastor , my family , etc praying for you , what do you do ....
i just stand on GODS PROMISE !!!!! ALL I CAN DO ..... its not easy , but i fight through it , i watch my 13yr old fight through cancer last year and he is alive and well cancer free , and im so grateful , he has strong faith and he knows and trust in GOD , so i know that we serve the same God and he will set us free so and very soon ..... !!!! you are in my prayers as well ...