Hi AG84 and welcome.
I am sorry to hear that you are dealing with these fears.:( I know how it is to suffer health anxiety. What have you tried thus far to help you manage things? Medication? Therapy? These are things that you will want to discuss with your doctor if you have not done so already...or perhaps it is time to re-visit a former attempt at either. We respond differently to treatment options at different points in our journey...so there is always hope!
We have some great self help options for you to explore that you can get started on today. If you will go through these modules for over-coming health anxiety, you may find your fears start to lessen soon! It will take some time and effort...but it is worth it to work through the information and help in the following links.:)
Post with us anytime. We understand and care! Support is key!
Link to our entire Resources:
https://www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=9&m=104206
Health Anxiety - A Self Help Guide:
http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/hypochondria/pages/introduction.aspx
Helping health Anxiety
http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/resources/infopax.cfm?Info_id=53
Health Anxiety- The Super Scanner
http://www.get.gg/docs/SuperScanner.pdf
Scaredy Cat