im so sad and sick of this

All i want is to feel better and i feel worse ..i woke up shaking like a leaf i calm down now. Ive just been crying all day im tired of going to the hospital and getting the everything looks fine and ok speach when i feel like hot crap.. ive been cryin all day.. my insurence does not kick in till january.. i feel like im in a fog like just floating my patience is runnin out with my little one seems like he knows i dont feel well n takin advantage i just dont feel well.. please pray for me

So sorry for your struggles! January is a long time to wait while you're in such a rough spot. Are there any mental health clinic near you that you could call & see if they might have a sliding scale fee to see you now?

Not sure what's going on in your life, if you have particular stressors aggravating/inducing anxiety or what you've done in the past to treat anxiety (unless this is your first experience)?

We are a very supportive community and will support you during this rotten struggle. We most certainly understand & have experienced all the feelings you're having. You are not alone.

Sending peace-
Lisa

I will definitely pray for you RBD