Posted 11/27/2014 6:55 PM (GMT 0)
Hey guys-
Thank goodness I found this forum- finally a place where I feel safe to share my anxieties and not feel absolutely crazy.
Last night was rough. I was tossing and turning all night from anxiety. Upset stomach. Dry heaving. Feeling fuzzy and just not myself. I literally woke up every hour and just prayed so desperately to go back to sleep. It was exhausting. I just can't get this health anxiety stuff out of my mind. I guess one of my biggest fears is having sometjing bad happen around my family. I'm an only child. If something happened to me, my parents would have no purpose in this world. Their words, not mine. My dad is coming over for thanksgiving today (parents are divorced but friends still), so it'll be just me, my mom, and my dad. We have to sit at this round table in my dining room/ and just that thought alone makes me nauseous. Need some positive messages for today because all I want to do is lay in bed