Today is a little better

So I have felt pretty awful for months now. Constantly angry, depressed, anxious, in my head, etc. I caved a few nights ago and started taking ativan - I've taken it for 3 nights now. I don't know if it's the right decision or not, but I guess I gotta do something.

Anyway, today has had some small victories in that I was able to go out to breakfast this morning and not freak out, and I even went for a run this afternoon which really seems to have lifted some of the fog. I forgot how much I liked running and how strong it makes me feel.

I guess I Just wanted to share. It's been so hard finding those silver linings and even if all goes to hell tomorrow, atleast I had some good stuff today.

Just this thought, your med is a tool it is designed to get you to a place where you can kick PAD to the curb.

Peace

Larry ***

Hi

This is great news I am glad you are feeling better long may it continue.

Keep us posted.

Hibee