I made it to my appointment, and felt really great that I did. I explained to my pdoc about
my spring anxiety and she didn't want to change my prescript
ions or bump it up ( been there done that ) no help. So she said to take my Lorazapan as needed, that most people take it up to three times a day every day. Wow, I didn't know that and I'm still afraid to take it. She tryed to convince me that anxiety and depression is no different that someone who has diabetes, you need meds to care for it.
She also said that morning anxiety is very very common. I also asked her how other patients explain their anxiety symptoms and she said, faint feeling, nausea, stomach pain, chest pressure, tiredness, palps. Whew, I feel normal now. It's funny how that little bit of reassurance helped me. I will be starting therapy next week again, but this time it will not be about my stressors with my mother, but about my anxiety and agoraphobia.