Posted 6/14/2015 12:03 AM (GMT 0)
Just an fyi this post could potentially be a little too dark for people (and mods edit if necessary).
So I've had an insane few months. I ended up in a psych ward for two weeks because of my anxiety disorder. I've been home for almost a month now and I'm definitely doing better than before, but still very very anxious and traumatized.
I was doing really well for the last 1-1.5 years. Then I made the mistake of going off my medications. I ended up back at square one and then some unfortunately. I'm slowly working back up to where I was, but it's very frustrating to not be able to do as much as I want to do. I'm still trying to be kind to myself and celebrate the little victories though! I know I'll eventually be where I want, just gotta put in the work. I almost think some of my nervousness lately might be normal, since I was introduced to a really cute boy by some friends and want to make a good impression! Hahah, sometimes I just have to remind myself that anxiety is a normal feeling and I shouldn't fear it.
Anyway, there's an update of where I'm at in life now. Just wanted to share with someone.